Keep emoing.

I have been down the whole day...
Like seriously whole day.

I can't think of anything...
Other then her...
Went thru all our old blogs... read them... listen to all our old songs...
hiding in this pathetic room... not dare to face anyone in the world.

did not even attend church when I could actually make it in time if i really rush...
haiz.
what have i become again...

Just sitting here in the only chair in my room.
Thinking, crying, with a heartache.

Feel like giving up.
It's been so long, why am I not out of this situation yet?
WHY?

God... Are you there for me? I can't feel you...

flew into your heart at [7:08 PM]