Mulitple Updates.

Random facts:
well one thing i realise is that, I dun label my post anymore lols...

My stupid computer is going haywired again... well it will recover itself suprisingly...
lol

Today!

Church.
TODAY WAS SUPER EXCITING! I GUESS THE MOST EXCITING SVC I EVER ATTEND!
no wonder i was happy for no reason this morning...
somehow funny and excited for svc for no reason... and me being excited for svc is RARE. Always drag myself there to tell the truth. lol
Went there today. Worship was WONDERFUL! How long has it been since I had such an experience during worship... haha
Well, something got into my head today... at least... which is the doctor part, saying about no matter what happen, god's plans for us will still come. ^^
Pastor preaching today, to sum things up, Mindset. Period.

But, the most wonderful thing about today's svc is...
WE GOT THE LAND! WEEEEEE!!!
Exact location has yet to be told, but soon... We shall know it...

lol

then we proceed to mummy house, play monopoly again...
seems like it's pretty hard to get bored on it... haha

Then the thing that impact me most today is...
The conversation with Xue Ting on the way home.

Sorry Xue Ting, I know you are trying to encourage me and trying to help me...
But instead, it's an encouragement that discouraged for some reason.

I think I'm doing a good job now and I felt that I am improving myself a lot...
regardless of knowleadge, self-discipline, maturity or some other areas...
I am really stretching myself already to become better.

I have not been staying just in my comfort zone, and always trying to improve especially my self discipline.
Just talking about games...
I'm a mad gamer. I can play days and night without sleeping. just super addicted... Since young...
And the game that really really hook me up is dota... Even just a few months ago, all on my mind is to get home asap to dota... regardless school, work, or whatever, i am just thinking of dota and wanting to get home quick. Just super addicted to it...

I am proud to say now that, I am no longer addicted to it.
It's not that I quit gaming totally, but I am not addicted like last time for sure... I really use to spend 4-5hours EVERYDAY just on dota... But not anymore. I hardly play 2-3hrs in one WEEK.
My laptop is use for gaming while my desktop for other purpose.
And, I did not even on my laptop for days. Dun bother to even on it for i find no reason to on it...

But still thanks xue ting for always being there for me... Cheers! You are one of my best friend girl! ^^

You got me into thinking also just now... I actually sitted down below my block before I went home and was... ya sorry to say but smoking but also thinking, what else can I do to improve...
And a quote came up to my mind, "If you fail to plan, you plan to fail."
Though it's not like I have totally no plans at all, I have a plan of what to do until NS, people in sgForum should know what's my plan...
What I thought of just now is, to write out every single aspect of my life and make plans for them, and to get them into my daily activities...
In other word, a super detailed plan on how my life is going to be like.

I'll make the "goal setting" jasmine gave me just now useless...
Because the goal setting wouldn't have enough space to contain everything...
haha

And, I am gonna PEN DOWN everything and PASTE everything on my wall XueTing ^^

haha
til then, I'm lazy to type more le...
And I guess it's pretty stupid to have a post with wall of text lol...
I'll put 3 quotes to end off,
"do your best, and god will do the rest."
"If you fail to plan, you plan to fail."
"Don't prioritize your schedule, schedule your priority."

flew into your heart at [11:17 PM]