Sunday, December 27, 2009
Last 2 week of the year.
I did nothing meaningful...
Nothing useful...
Nothing at all...
But there is only something I've decided to do.
Enjoy.
Since I am not working anymore at the last 2 weeks of this year, I decided to PLAY TO THE MAX.
After that, my normal life shall continue...
Thursday 24th is the start of all fun...
CHRISTMAS SERVICE AT JURONG WEST! WEEEEE!
Fun, enjoy the service... Weeeee~
After that, rushed down to sara's house...
PLAY TIL THE MAX!
haha
25th, STILL AT SARA'S HOUSE!
haha we played wii until my hand muscle pain sia... til now still pain lol...
But SupER fun! then go home after that... well that's my christmas...
Though 25th might be over...
The party has... ONLY JUST BEGUN!
26th.
Went service again with dearest cell group members <3 them lotss haha
Fun fun~!
after that, went to fatum house, a yearly event every year held at his house...
haha NATALIE WAS THERE!!! aww... miss her soooooo... hugssss <3
then 26th was jj's bday also... went to his house... whakaka enjoy myself there also... the noodles is. Imba. ^^
until all the way til 27th, today morning... went home, didn't sleep but only doze off for one hours in my pathetic chair lol...
then went out to buy foods and other stuff... sounds boring? but IT'S EXCITING.
FOR ALL ARE PREPARATION FOR THE ULTIMATE FUN!
CHALETTTTTTTTTT!
so now, 27th 4.30pm, i am at home typing this, later 6pm going to bugis buy present, then I guess, after that i should have a rest... for i have not been resting well at all since 24th.
and and... tml...
CHALET!
28th, 29th, 30th.
weee that's why i must sleep tonight... cus chalet i DUN PLAN TO SLEEP.
Cheers.
after that...
31st...
sara's house again for NEW YEAR COUNTDOWN!!!
WEEEEEEE NONE STOP ACTIVITIESSSSS!!!
haha
all the way from 24th til the last day this year, everyday is filled with activities til i can't breath...
but
I know
This year
Shall be the best year of my life.
Never had I, enjoyed soooo much in my life before...
Really felt very molested(touched) by my friends around me...
Every single groups of friends...
thanks man... this year has been the best for me...
The best...
It's not how you start the year... But how you end it...
This year nothing has been going in my way, my plans...
everything aspect of my life falls... Yes... Every single one...
Finance, studies, carrier, relationship...
But i thank god...
To let me able to enjoy my last few days this year...
Even as i am enjoying...
I always felt something is missing...
Everytime i walk away alone and smoke during this season...
My heart ache...
For some reason...
It's acheing more then normal times...
The sky was full of stars yesterday too...
Yes it was really like something blasted out in the sky causing so many stars to concentrate on the small sky i saw...
It was very very nice... The first time in my life, I saw such a beautiful sky...
Nothing compared to when i was with cherrysanta lying down on basketball to count... (the night i saw the most star)...
But, who else has saw the wonder sky yesterday?
I guess it was only me...
ohh well...
Next year shall be a new start of everything...
I want nothing.
But one thing.
Changes...
Not for the worst, but for the better...
I shall leave all my bad memories behind, all hurtful memories behind, all past bad events behind... Every single thing...
2009 has been a year of suffering... nothing goes right...
But I know, 2009 is the year I enjoy my life the most...
2010.
I shall leave my old self behind...
And change into a new guy.
People, everyone, my friends, my love one, whoever who cares for me, see me change...
I will do it without fail this year.
My aim this year.
Clear my 3k+ debts...
Start serving NS at least by the end of year...
Financial stable and able to bring parents out...
Travel. I always wanted to travel out of singapore for sometime...
To where with who... I dunno... But I just want to go out of singapore...
I want to change into a better man who can control my emotions better, control my discipline too...
That's about it...
Goodbye 2009...
My most memorable, painful and enjoyable year.
flew into your heart at [4:29 PM]
Thursday, December 10, 2009
No one is accompany me every night except for my nicotine... <3 nicotine. haha
Have yet to find a new job... Haiz how sia...
I need to support my nicotine... haiz... no job no nicotine...
T.T
lol
kk i think i will never be able to quit if i continue to like this haha
flew into your heart at [9:15 PM]
Monday, December 7, 2009
Lots, Of, Activities...
I dunno whether want to go or not...
Christmas is the main thing...
A lot of celebration here and there...
Some timing even clash...
Chalet too...
argh
The main problem is, no money...
Sad...
What should I do...
Well, I guess I won't be attending much of them...
Sara jie side might go, chalet also will go, other then that i doubt i will be going elsewhere...
Yea I doubt i'll be going out with my cellgroup too...
Well, it's ok, I'll work hard. ^^
flew into your heart at [11:01 PM]
Sunday, December 6, 2009
WOOO!!! Angels are just so cool!
Whakakaka~ I didn't know what are angels actually until today!~~~
Angels are our servent and we can ask them to do things for us! ok only for proper things and not just anything... "Not for helping you to find parking lots"
lol
COOL!!!
And also, I know a new way of detox today!
hehe~ going to try it... but then one of the rule is that, "no drugs, no nicotine"
Argh... I try lah
lol Endure!~~!
I am going to really try something...
Something that really will test my mental strength...
Something that is really mental torture at first...
Something which is pretty dangerous if didn't take care well...
And if i succeed the something, either my bad habits will change, or remains the same...
It's something that will help me physically and mentally and spiritually...
Something... wonderful~!
Hopefully i don't give up half way...
Tml shall be the start!
7 december 2009 til 13december 2009...
woo
I can't wait to taste the real challenge!
For now, I'll plan first... if the planning failed, things will go wrong and my health is in risk...
Again if i succeed, my health will get better or so it is said...
lol
Boo I am not gonna say what is it until i succeed in it!
haha
Don't worry it's something that will help me instead of harming me lol
flew into your heart at [3:17 AM]
Friday, December 4, 2009
A cold and lonely night...
Companied by nothing but my ciggs...
How long has it been... Since I led my new life... Walking alone... Without her...
Nothing can stop this memories from flowing...
Nothing can dries this tears...
Stayed up the whole night, in this cold and pathetic room...
Companied by nothing, but tears and ciggs...
No matter how bad a fiction story goes, it's happy ending...
Too bad, it's called fiction for a reason, unreal.
I have no strength... At all...
flew into your heart at [10:36 AM]